{"id":823,"date":"2009-07-26T23:09:01","date_gmt":"2009-07-27T03:09:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.countfour.org\/legalmoose\/?p=823"},"modified":"2009-07-26T23:10:44","modified_gmt":"2009-07-27T03:10:44","slug":"tapes","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.countfour.org\/legalmoose\/2009\/07\/26\/tapes\/","title":{"rendered":"Tapes"},"content":{"rendered":"

This particular song by Alanis came on in the car tonight, and it ended up meaning a lot more than on previous listens:<\/p>\n

“I am someone easy to leave”
\n“Even easier to forget”
\nA voice, if inaccurate<\/p>\n

Again: “I’m the one they all run from”
\nDiatribes of clouded sun
\nSomeone help me find the pause button<\/p>\n

All these tapes in my head swirl around
\nKeeping my vibe down
\nAll these thoughts in my head aren’t my own
\nWreaking havoc<\/strong><\/p>\n

“I’m too exhausting to be loved”
\n“A volatile chemical”
\n“Best to quarantine and cut off”<\/p>\n

All these tapes in my head swirl around
\nKeeping my vibe down
\nAll these thoughts in my head aren’t my own
\nWreaking havoc<\/strong><\/p>\n

“I’m but a thorn in your sweet side”
\n“You’d better off without me”
\n“It’d be best to leave at once”<\/p>\n

All these tapes in my head swirl around
\nKeeping my vibe down
\nAll these thoughts in my head aren’t my own
\nWreaking havoc<\/strong><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Ah, negative thinking, how much you run through the brain and won’t let it keep moving. Another breakthrough today, and something else to think more about, post-DLOC. One wonders where these thoughts come from, and why they’re taking so much of my energy with them. I think the DLOC journal will be getting some more writing this week. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

This particular song by Alanis came on in the car tonight, and it ended up meaning a lot more than on previous listens: “I am someone easy to leave” “Even easier to forget” A voice, if inaccurate Again: “I’m the one they all run from” Diatribes of clouded sun Someone help me find the pause […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[95,40,17,54],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-823","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-body-electric","category-mood","category-motivation","category-music"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.countfour.org\/legalmoose\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/823","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.countfour.org\/legalmoose\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.countfour.org\/legalmoose\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.countfour.org\/legalmoose\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.countfour.org\/legalmoose\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=823"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/www.countfour.org\/legalmoose\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/823\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":828,"href":"https:\/\/www.countfour.org\/legalmoose\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/823\/revisions\/828"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.countfour.org\/legalmoose\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=823"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.countfour.org\/legalmoose\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=823"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.countfour.org\/legalmoose\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=823"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}